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there never was.

by Holm.

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1.
Week Alone. 03:50
i spend so much time by myself i know that its bad for my health ill get trapped inside my own head ill feel like i was better off dead ill take these walks when the suns out ill fight off the light when the moons out you're not alone x2 where did you go? x2 where is my home? x2 i should've know x2 i walk these streets by myself i could care less about my health ill get trapped inside my own head ill feel like i was better off day ill take these walks when the suns out ill fight off the light when the moons out you're not alone x2 where did you go? x2 where is my home? x2 i should've know x2 i could care less man ive had it now i could sleep less man ive had it now i don't know quite what I'm running from i just know that my time its gonna come its gonna come
2.
people like you don't tend to care for people like me guess its just the fact that you're a little out of my league people like you tend to be separated by entire seas guess its just the fact that this goes beyond anatomy I'm trying to get it right one step at a time fight after fight I'm trying to get it right just carry on without me like you always do just like you always do i knew from the moment i met you that this would hurt I'm looking for someone to guide me home I'm tired of walking this city alone i wish i never met you i wish you didn't know what to do you'll find someone better than me its possible across the sea cause our memories don't last these words won't travel so fast ill think of you until i too turn into dust so spread me out across lands i never covered rest easy as you sleep i know its just the winter
3.
faults. 03:48
walk slowly away down the right side of 6th avenue brush off the day you'll have better ones they say i doubt it walk slowly away up the left side of 14th embrace the night for all the pain its caused me i know it i can't help think that this is my fault i can't help know that i did this all stop feeling so sorry for yourself you did this all, burned all your wealth you have a knack for pushing friends away you have a gift, what do you say? walk slowly away down the right side of 6th avenue brush off the day no destinations ahead i know it walk slowly away up the left side of 14th accept your life your crooked teeth and your greed you own it i can't help think that this is my fault i can't help know that i did this all stop feeling so sorry for yourself you did this all, burned all your wealth you have a knack for pushing friends away you have a gift, what do you say?
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when you feel something tear out your heart its useless pull it apart take pieces throw them away forget your hate just for a day. weights lifted out from my chest im heartless forget the rest I've grown tired ill sleep tonight know that ill be quite alright. did you feel something? when you tore out your heart it was useless pulled it apart took pieces you threw them away forgot your hate just for a day. weights lifted out from your chest your heartless forget the rest you've grown tired you'll sleep tonight know that you'll be quite alright. just know I'm heartless tore it up threw it out bones ice cold snap like twigs without a doubt this is what hate is all about. x2 regardless you don't need to feel it regardless you don't need to feel it regardless you don't need to feel it drain hate from your veins alright did you feel something? when you tore out your heart it was useless you pulled it apart took pieces you threw them away forgot your hate just for weights lifted out from your chest your heartless forget the rest you've grown tired you'll sleep tonight know that ill be quite alright
6.
Hold On. 04:22
id rather be alone and i think oh, its better for me id rather be unknown but i think oh, its just me talking id rather be alone and i think oh, its better for me id rather be unknown but i think oh, its just me talking i was all i ever needed and I'm giving it back my heart was all i needed and I'm giving it back for you, for me, for us nothing, nothing at all its funny how our days come and go its funny how we don't think what we know its funny how out lives began and ended between concepts and dust in futures we trust but who am i to rely in? I've seen it all before and who am i to confide in? ill knock on your door of friends and family lost long before we got to say goodbye hold on until you die hold on in the event that i disappear tell my family that i never feared i got lost but I'm coming back by 6 o'clock you'll turn around and ill be right here

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All tracks mastered by Chris Engel.
Except "We'll All Turn to Dust" which was mixed and mastered by Chris Engel.

My friend Czarina Mendoza is responsible for playing the piano on "faults".

Cover art by Holm.

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released April 21, 2014

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